Sitting at the Bottom

I'm sitting at the bottom of
the shower.
Been sitting here for almost
half an hour and I
don't think I'll be moving
soon.

And it's not a hangover or
illness or
any personal vendetta against
your civility, I just
don't think I'll be moving
soon.

I've tried to read,
I've tried to sleep and
I've tried to be
in company but I
don't feel like it today.

I can't tell you why,
I wouldn't be able to
if I tried.
I know you're only trying
to help and
I know I'm thinking only of
myself but I can't
help
that.

So I'm sorry,
I promise
I'll try to be better tomorrow.
But for now please
just let me sit
at the bottom
of the shower.